Monday, July 21, 2008

Here we go

Well, this is my first go at blogging. I put this up after seeing the blog site of an old friend of mine. I haven't seen or spoke to her in ages but loved that I was able to see her wonderful photography work and get a bit of insight into what she has been up to. I was able to be on the computer messing around because I took a mental health day. It was hard to call in sick, because I am a very, must go to work even if puking kind of girl. But, last night I had a bit of a mental break down and let too many negative messages, external and internal, in. So, this morning as I recovered from last night, I decided that I would take some concrete steps in the direction of fulfilling my dreams of treating hundreds of people and making the world a healthier and happier place.
I've been in practice for about three years and depending on where I've worked I've been very busy or not at all. Recently, I decided I wanted to work for myself, but man this is hard work and I often feel stuck in glue. So, I figured if I'm stuck, must be because of where I'm standing. Today, I am continuing to try and remedy the situation. I finished revising my application to a closed job posting at the Mayo. Hey, you never know maybe this person they went with won't work out and now they have my amazing stellar resume.
I also got an e-mail back about another job I applied for. A Health and Wellness Coordinator for an inner city alternative high school. It's a grant position and the pay isn't great but the job description sounds like it's right up my ally. And the pay is more than I've been making this last month. Yikes!
Tonight I get to see some friends and unwind with a glass of wine and some good food. It takes a lot out of you when you have a mental breakdown, so this will be welcome.

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